Rare.

People are always wondering how can we talk on the phone for 5 hours? or how can we stay on the same spot for hours when we meet up? do I have the answer? no.

Just like I still don't have any answer to why did you cut me off from your life.

I've tried.

I've tried so many times, so many ways to fix things between us.

But you kept shutting me off. Ironically, you're the best communicator I know yet you couldn't even explain to me why you acted that way.

I went to see you, twice. You acted like everything was okay.

I never knew you were good at pretending, you even did a better job making me questioning my self-worth and losing myself in the process.